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Started this discussion. Last reply by Lil Preacha Jan. 28, 2009.
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Amen, Thank you this was encouraging. The truth is always encouraging.
Hey sis I too have worn those chains b 4, but God! He's so faithful....the annointing does indeed break yokes! Below I've shared some of the things that I shared on Mecco's blog earlier this year.....these things were helpful during my transition...…
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- Meco lee
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- What present evidence in your life makes you believe you're a Christian?
- trust in schist and apply his word to my life
- How long have you been a true Christian?
- aboyrt a year or oso
- Have you been baptized?
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- Discernment
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- John 11:40
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A fake. A pretender. I've spent the past 3 years of my life being something I was not and believing something that I truly did not understand. I've been three different types of fake Christians. I've been a cultural Christian, a lukewarm Christian, and a religious Christian. As a cultural Christian I thought I was saved because I grew up in the church most of my life. I'd go to church, every now and then, and sometimes for the major holidays too. I'd call on the Lord when I needed to be bailed out of some trouble but would quickly abandon God once he helped me. I thought I was a basically good kid but I never took into account that in God sight that I wasn't because of my life style. I didn't think nothing was wrong with cursing, masturbating, playing violent video games, watching highly sexual videos, anime ( lusted after the anime guys), or the Simpsons ( a show with made fun of God). I felt bad sometimes but I still didn't think I was a bad person because I didn't see how much I offended and provoked God. I'd fall under conviction but would run to church and go to the alter calls just to silence my conscience. When I shut it up I'd go back to life as normal.
After high school, I became a lukewarm Christian. I still had a lot of the same sin in my life as a cultural Christian but this time I had Christian slang like "God knows my heart, he died for my sin, and it's by grace through faith". I had no clue what that all meant but thought I did. I was the type of person that talked about Jesus all day long and read my bible with greater frequency than most. This time I thought I was saved because I had a leadership position of a Christian organization on my college campus, lead bible study, lead the evangelism team and was known for it, didn't curse much, and by the age of 19 had started a church .However, I could go out witnessing and then come home to play Grand Theft Auto, where I enjoyed the evil things I could do in that game. I never saw anything wrong with it. In fact I thought I was on fire for God and deceived others into thinking so too. I still failed to see 2tim 2:19 which says: "Nevertheless, God's solid foundation stands firm, sealed with this inscription: "The Lord knows those who are his, and, everyone who confesses the name of the Lord must turn away from wickedness." I didn't see my sin as sin because I didn't want to. Anyone that did rebuke me I'd quickly console myself by pointing to other "Christians" like me who tried to hold on to sin and God too. But I never compared myself to the lives of those who didn't live like me.
I later became a very religious Christian. All the outward sin in my life dropped off. I learned repentance but not for the right reasons. I stopped doing all that junk because I just wanted to be good. I just wanted to go to heaven. It was not because I loved God or that I put Him on the cross. I got more ritualistic as I stuck by my dos and don'ts. In fact I was still counting on the "Christian" things I was doing to save me. What I didn't see that even though I stop outward sin, in my heart I still hated God by trusting in my works. I stood behind my pastor, my church, and my doctrine more than Jesus Christ. When I read the parts of the bible where God was talking about sinners, I never saw myself in it. I didn't realize He was talking about me. I thought he was talking about everyone else. When I started to that he was talking about me then I reliaze that I needed a savior.
If you can relate to the things I've said really question if you know God the way you think you do
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- If an unbeliever wanted to know more about receiving salvation, how would you lead them to Jesus Christ, and what verses would you provide?
- Honest iy would depend on how the Lord lead me, people are diiferent you meet peolek that profess to be christian but arent and need help seeing it. You got people who have never heard I 'd take them through the Law to show the nedd for a Savior how God view sins, The jugement we deserve and what he did to save us.
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Overcoming Masturbation
Masturbation. This is the thing that many people do but don't really talk about, especially women. It's looked on as not ladylike and not pure. It's a shameful thing for many women and men alike. I struggled with masturbation for many years but this wasn't the only sexually immoral thing that I was enslaved to. I started masturbating as early as 7th or 8th grade, but overall my imprisonment to lust started as early as 4 or 5 years of age. When I was a little girl, I… Continue
Masturbation. This is the thing that many people do but don't really talk about, especially women. It's looked on as not ladylike and not pure. It's a shameful thing for many women and men alike. I struggled with masturbation for many years but this wasn't the only sexually immoral thing that I was enslaved to. I started masturbating as early as 7th or 8th grade, but overall my imprisonment to lust started as early as 4 or 5 years of age. When I was a little girl, I… Continue
Posted on January 24, 2009 at 2:53pm — 1 Comment
Comment Wall (7 comments)
- At 12:13pm on May 2, 2009,
Yvette said… - hello, i haven't seen you in awhile. are u doing okay?
- At 2:20pm on February 11, 2009,
Cameron said… - Glad to have you on here sis!!!!
- At 7:39am on January 29, 2009,
Lil Preacha said…
- Howdy, Woman of God! Keep doing it Huge for the Kingdom!
- At 4:20pm on January 25, 2009,
Yvette said…
- thank you for joining cfrn fellowship and for sharing your blog
- At 4:10pm on January 25, 2009,
LaToria said… - Welcome to the network Sis.
Your openess is appreciated. Keep serving the King and all you do! :)
- At 11:16pm on January 24, 2009,
LadyLight said…
- Great to have u as a part of the network...God's richest blessings 2 u as u do all He's called u to do!
- At 2:42pm on January 24, 2009,
Octavia Harris said… - Welcome to the Network sis. Powerful deliverance and testimony! We, CFRN promote transparency, love and unity so make yourself at home! Here's a link to the CFRN Fellowship member benefits. If you have any questions, don't hesitate to holla. God's Love,
Octavia
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