Update #2..........

Well I think Im in a better mood this week, I hae had prayer with sistas and some good news here and there so IM thinking IM on the right path for te Lord...lol

LEt me tell you a few good things, the pastor that I am spiritually accountable to says his ministry is goig to help me rebuild my studio the things that Ilost they are going to sponsor me to replace them, so its jsuta mater of red tape and Ill have what I need...In the mean tie my husbnad suprise me and bought me anew exteranal burner so I burnt a whole bunch of cdsand im about to gohustle this weekend...then I can slowly piece together stuff whether the pastor comes through or not, I gottastay n the grind, we literally eat off this loot so IM geeked I can get back in the swing of evangeliing and promoting the demo...

Also, I ran into a old girlfriend who used tobe my assistant when I first stated my inistry years ago...she and I have hooked back up we fellowshipped last night and had a good talk and she is intereted in helping me i the ministry so I have a helper finally :) The only thing IM missing is a "aron"....andget this her boyfriend is a rapper who wants to gt saved and do crstian rap...she came by and picked up some bible studies for him last night...so never know how it all mayu work...However it does may it all be to the gloryand honor of God!

Also, I got a publishing offer on one of my tracks...so that willb one less song o my cd-=lol...Im going to go ahead and sellit to the people...I dont have nothing to loose and I get 75% cash advanement so Im broke right about now...lol So Imma go ahead and do it...I got tons of other eats and songs so its all good, jsut wish i could tlk to somebody abut it becasue i do not have a manager or a attorney-lol

OK outside of that I had alot of talkers tell me they want beats and wanna buy this or that but no sales this week...so IM in the lab making new tracks hoping on will sell...GOt bills to pay-lol ALl in all it was a peaceful week...I got my room all cleaned out and the studio set up and ready to add the missing pieces....I think its cool I wish i coul post a picture, made a alter iside of where you stand to record and put my prayer rocks, and a railroad nail ( I use it to remind me ofjesus nails) and on the left f it abible and the right some holy oil....Jsut a visiual so people will rememebr that we are offering up sacrafices ertime we drop for the lord....and if they want shoot they can pray and annoint themselves, for real...whatevers clever-hahaha Anyways, I wanted a alter like abraham and I buil on, that way I can stay viusually grounded and mentally grounded when in his word or dealing with music period..It gets nuts, the poeple get uts, teres alo of wack professionals and christian artists that do wack stuff, I wont name drop thats a sin but justknow its cut throat and dirty jsut like the secular business so you have to align yourselves with TRUE christians who are ROOTEd......oryoull get ate y the sharks.....I got a few people that ( no name droppen-lol) I knew whenthey was no bodies and on tour with kirk fanklin and ding they thang....but wont talk to me no me return my emails nothing like they to bigg for me now, but i was good for them when they wanted me to bring them here to promote the cd! Its nus....thats why I wanted to do my own thing so I know its all about God all to the core, and the people i del with i can deal with on my terms or not deal at all if i choose so.....

Just like since people here in my city found out got a offer they blowen the hone up people i aint talked to in 3 years....but THEY LOVE ME AND MISS ME SO MUCH and wanna ook up-lolllll THE SAME POEPLE that I sent emails t and asked them to hop on a track and help me on my album....lol that ignored the emails....but to God be the glory in everything, he uses the fools to confound the wise-lol

ANyas my whole poit to all in all is that GOD is good he allowed me to make a move and I am just tickled I can even move....lol IM happy where I am eve if nothing else everhappens...somebody said I LIKE YOUR TRACK enough to pay me for it and distribute it for me...what else could I ask for???? Thats all GOD, especially when IM not a seious rapper, Im a producer who raps for ministry for the kids...Its not a careeer for me...so Im blown away at the honor... Especially hen the dvil has had people throw it in my face rom day one how old I am, y color, my size, my skill, my failures, whatever cul be said to distrct me....so IM tickled to death God got one in on em...lol

Ok well, I guess thats my week update. Im in the process ofofficially structuring everything for this ministry and puttingt on paper bylaws, costitutios,e tc...so I can make it official- I registered with the state im waiting to hear back whether I got my exemptionor not....If it be in his will Illget it right>? LOLOL

All I can say is that even when Im down IM up, dont quote that i think imma make it a song...lol

Ok God Bless,

Chaplain

p.s. TONIGHTS BIBLE STUDY do it out of my house for the neighborhood, Tonights study is on HARD WORD- wish yall could hang out....I write my own studies...I hav written over 100 and 3 books and im workingon a 4th .....You can download the study in mp3 format me teaching it or i paper for study purposes at:
http://www.chapsplace.com
UNder EDUCATON :)


I HAD TO COME BACK IN AND EDIT TIS POST IF FORGOTR THE MOST IMPORTANT PART!!!!!!!!! I GOT INTO A BEAT BATTLE WITH CITYSLIKKAS AND WON!!!! I BEAT THEM IN THE POP GENRE OMGGGGGGG IM ON CLOUD 9 ....I EMAIL TEM AND TOLD THEM THAT I FELT LIKE DID SOMETING AMAZING BECAUSE THEY ARE IMPORTANT TO HOLY HIP HOP AND I GOT MUCH RESPECT FOR THEM SO, I JSUT WANTED TO SHARE THATT...OMG I WAS SMILING ALL DAY!!! LOL